Καβατζα?? χα!

Τι λες?τι ειναι αυτα που κανεις?τι ειμαι εγω?παιχνιδι?οποτε μας καβλωσει υπαρχει η χαζη κ μας περιμενει?ελεος.Για κανεναν δεν ειμαι η καβατζα.Πως μ δειχνεις οτι σου λειψα?οτι μ αγαπας?γυρησα κ ουτε ν μ πεις ποτε θα σ δω..απο χτες..εγω δν προκειται ν σ πω..δε πα ν φυγεις κιολλας..γαιδουρια..ετσι λεγεται..γαιδουρια κ βαρεμαρα..κατσε εκει κ βγαινε μ τς φιλους σου κατ=θε μερα..κ βγες κ οπου θες..κανε οτι θες,χεστηκα.Εγω δν ξαναγινομαι σκατα..δν προκειται ν ξαναστεναχωρηθω..μας τελεισε αυτο..καθε σου κινηση πλεον για μενα σημαινει παααρα πολλα..στο ειπα..γ μενα δν ειναι ακομα τιποτα οπως πριν..δεν ξεπερναω εγω ολες σου τς μαλακιες τοσο ευκολα..κ απορω κ μ σενα που το κανεις..ποσο ισχυουν αυτα π κανεισ αραγε?ποσο ευκολα ξεχνας κ περνας καλα σαν ν μν συνβαινει τπτ?κανει δν κολλαει..θα το βρω μν φοβασαι.Εγω καβατζα κ δεδομενη δεν ειμαι για κανεναν..κ τις εξυπναδες σου κ τα παιχνιδια σου κοφτα..χαλαρος κ ολα καλα..υποκριτης εισαι..λιγο θελω ακομα..λιγο..συνεχησε.....

Twra..

Ποιον να αγαπήσουμε και πως να μιλήσουμε
Τώρα που ο χρόνος ξέρεις...
Πως δε σε γιάτρεψε, μα μόνο σ' άφησε
Να περιμένεις εδώ..!
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Xmmm..

Meta afou milisame m pes ton logo klp telika kataliksame oti dn tha s ksanaenoxliso..ok mu pes pragmata p stenaxorithika..makari n mn isxioun..pera apo auto omos tn epomeni mera mou esteiles ta tipika..me rotages ti kno..k oxi mono tn epomeni mera apo k tn parepomeni..dn katalabeno gt to eknes...es mu zitages xrono..n mn s enoxlo..gt mu esteiles?dn thelo n pistevo oti ine apo tipseis g auta p xes pi..dn tha nai oreo..makari n t kaneis gt thes n mu milas...asxeta an dn mu milas pl otn to kaneis..emena pados mu ftiaxnei tn mera kathe proi..ali8ia..!!!

Kiallo xrono..?

Ok ti na po..den 3ero pos n adidraso..pragmatika..pragmatika m xeis lipsei toso pl..alla m les thes xrono..dld den sou lipo?mou les pos akoma dn 3ereis..ginetai n mn 3ereis mesa s dio vdomades an s lipo i oxi?dn thelo allo n maste etsi..thelo n vrethume..n milisume..k n vgalume mia akri..mia lisi..poso xrono thes akoma?dio vdomades mou fenodai san mines..boro n perimeno?den 3ero kan..to mono siguro ine pos mou lipis k pos to mono p thelo ine n 3ekatharisun t pragmata..poso akoma tha to kratiseis?poso akoma den tha milame?prospatho n mn se skeftomai g n ime kala..n kno pragmata g n 3exniemai..alla exei noima olo auto?mipos perimeno tsaba?mipos telika teliose?gt mexri tra m les pos pernas kala xris n milame..dn 3ero pos n t paro auto..as vrethei mia lisi..as sizitisume sidoma..makari n peraseis tn fasi su sidoma gt dn boro allo..exo n s do ena mina..ok ine mesa stn sxesi oi tsakomoi mesa stn sxesi n pername fasi alla nmzo itn ipervolikos o logos g to dialima..mipos telika dn itn logos k itn aformi?..nmzo pos nai..k dn mporo n po kt oute n neuriaso..to mono p tha thela ine adi  g dialima n milages..mono auto..ine i kltri lisi g mena..episis dn boro n katalabo pos ginetai n mu les toso eukola thelo xrono k an dn boris n perimeneis xorise me..dld toso eukolo k aplo ine g sena?gt n mn ertheis?gt n mn teliosei olo auto grigora?dn adexo allo..deixnei toso oti dn iparxei katholou thelisi..dn isun etsi pali..pou ine autos p gnorisa?tn exo xasei..dn s anagnorizo pleon..niotho les k m dioxneis diakritika k arga..posniotho pos erxetai to telos..

Telos?

Giati na einai etsi ta pragmata?giati na feresai etsi?ti ginetai?ti exeis?ti skeftesai?den mou milas...toses meres..eisa poli konta mou k dn boro n kano tpt...den katalabaino..thelo na matho ton logo..na milisume..dn thelo na teliosei edo omos..den thelo tora..kathe mera ime olo k pio xalia..perimeno n mou pis pote tha s do..na sizitisume...fobamai..skeftomai ola osa exoume perasei..k skeftomai episis pos ola taorea telionoun..krima..tha ime proetimasmeni..etsi prepei...etsi ine ta pragmata sin zoi..alla mou lipis..mou lipis toso pl..dn boro allo n perimeno..thelo n matho to giati...makari n lithei...makari n imaste kala..borei n exoume provlimata alla pistevo pos linodai me ligi thelisi k prospatheia..eimai xalia.ise sinexeia stin skepsi mou..k apogoiteuomai p dn ime stn diki sou mallon...auto mou deixneis..den 3ero kan ti skeftesai k ti aisthanesai tora..to mono p thelo ine ola n pane kala..n s paro agalia k ola na arnitika na svistoun ekeini tn stigmi.. n 3exastoun..thelo n ise koda mou...n ime koda sou...tha perimeno alla oso perimeno ipofero...dn boro n kano tpt allo para mono n skeftomai auto..thelo n teliosei..n 3ekatharisoun ola..fobamai...................

Thalassa galhnia..

Exoun ftiaxei ta pragmata...exw iremisei..einai ola polu isixa.Pali kala giati me eixe kourasei auti i katastasi.Pleon katalabes oti itan lathos k to eftiaxes...eimai xaroumeni tora..iremi..xairomai pou telika diepseuses oles mou ts amfivolies k m ekanes na niotho sigouria s oti k an kaneis.Pistevo itan mia fasi...asximi pou dihrkise arketo kero..alla apo tn stigmi p t lisame ola pragmatika skeftomai pos tha itn pl megalo lathos n t parataga...pistevo itan i katallili stigmi g n ftiaxun..an kratuse kiallo mallon tha ixan xorisei oi dromoi mas..tora ime kala k eimaste kala!

Neura

Kala an einai dinaton?pos tin exeis dei?opos ta thes esi ola?k otan milisume meta st arxidia su?dn t katalava auto...orea oso ekana oti itheles prpi n katalaveis oti dn gndai ola opos ta theloume pada.ksekolla ligo apo ti zoi su k katalave pos dn ise monos su edo!iparxo k go!emena m rotises ama maresei auti i fasi?e?diladi eleos.mas teliose t koroido!min mas to pezeis istoria.akous ekei na mn brume n milisume.dld prpi n ime sinexeia muga glikia oti k n  mu pis..oti n nai ise file mou..dn mas gamas leo go!

Den exo ti na po..

Den ksero ti simvenei...ti thelei apo mena..toso kero itan toso kala...i apostasi ftei i ine mia aformi?fenetai pos dn m exeis anagi..pos den niotheis auta pou niotho ego..den ine amivaio..prospatho me xilious tropous n su deikso oti me apomakrineid etsi alla dn to katalaveneis..ektos an kneis pos dn to katalaveneis..thelo n mu milisris..n mu pis oti niotheis..tin thesi su..voithise me..pleon dn m afineis oute n su po ta provlimata mu..to perneis san grinia..kathe fora..me opio tropo k n st po..den boro n iremiso..thelo n teliosei auti i katastasi..niotho pl xalia toso kero..k exo tosus provlimatismus k g sena k g mena...

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Den ginetai n iparxei auto pou zo...kapoios mu kanei plaka..den ginetai na iparxei tosi anorimotita k gaiduria.ksenerono sinexeia me t idia pragmata alla pote dn katalabenei...sinexizei t idia k ta idia..ti prepei n kano?akma k otn st leo i dn tha mou apadiseisi tha m poulas trela...eleos..ti malakies.san moro kaneis.xeirotero mn su po..ekei p pame n t vrume k imste kla pali kaneis mia malakia kai t gamas ola..krima.

Polemos

Ola einai enadion mou...dexomai piesi apo padou.kaneis dn me katalavenei..den 3ero ti na kano.dn einai katastasi auti...ime moni mou...telios moni mou.kamia stiriksi apo kanenan..varethika kai kourastika.alla dn thelo n doso aformi s kanenan na pi oti nikise...ego tha mino edo mexri t telos k tha kano oti boro...as pesoun oloi pano mou...perissotero apo tora..dn m niazei..pleon exei katadisei kourastiko apo oles ts pleures...ego fteo pou nmza pos me katalabenoun kapoia atoma..krima.

Apogoiteusi....

den katalabeno giati akoma ime edo?giati se perimeno?telika eimai moni mou kai se parakalao kathe mera gia na s do...na kanonisume gia diakopes alla t mono pou blepo ine oti dn iparxei thelisi..giati an ipirxe tha ixan lithei ola tra...tora ego ime edo mono gia sena alla kaneis san n mn iparxo...den katalaveno ti ginetai pleon..ti skeftesai..pou ise...pados oxi edo pou ime ego...exo faei tosi piesi apo olous k si dn t sevesai...dn sevesai oute emena oute auta pou pernao gia xari sou...telika den thelo na pame pouthena..afou etsi k allios ine arga pleon..alla mallon xari so ekana..s evgala ap tin diskoli thesi na mou to pis...ekana polla..dn mou a3izei auto..opote telionei tra...feugo gia na iremiso k na stamatisei i piesi pou telika xoris logo ginotan toso kairo..dn exo ore3i na kano tpt mazi sou pleon...kaneis san mikro pedi...apogoiteutika.

giati...

Den 3ero ti na kano...ti na protoskefto....ola mou fainodai diaforetika alla den paradexesai tipota.eimai se poli berdemeni fasi...k den me voithas katholo me tin stasi sou...den boro oute na sou miliso pleon..pisteveis oti ime piestiki alla ego den ime kala mesa mu..blepo sinexeia ta idia k t idia  apo tn pleura sou..blepo oti dn ise ops palia.oti den eimai sta matia sou opos palia.exei figei auto pou enio8es kapote gia mena,pleon iparxei mono mia agapi pou pote dn svinetai apo auti tin sxesi...tosa xronia k telika auto...kai to thema den einai auto alla pos pote den paradexesai tin thesi su,giati k na thes n pistepseis  oti ola ine kala k g sena dn ine..fenetai pleon ti nio8eis..tha nai kalitera ola ama to paradexteis..exo anasfaleies pleon,akoma k si mou to les alla den kaneis kt gia na alla3ei auto...apo kei fenetai ti nio8eis..nio8o anasfaleies k moni,asimadi gia sena..nio8o apogoiteusi.prepei na teliosei auto giati dn ime kala pleon..edo k 6 mines sxedon dn ime kala..dn exume vrei akma lisi,oute ego exo vrei esena pou gnorisa..exeis alla3ei toso pl opos k go k oloi..kanei pragmata p dn borousa pote n fadasto..pou apexthanomai..pou dn s tairiazun..dn 3ero an tha li8ei auto t provlima alla thelo k prospatho n exo akma elpides an k kourazomai sinexws kathe mera me tn stasi su apenadi mu....